
It was 1:30 in the morning. With eyes wide open, I had a dreadful sense of foreboding stuck in my chest, right in my heart.
I searched YouTube for binaural beats and found one called “Get Rid of All Bad Energy, Tibetan Healing Sounds, Reduce Stress and Anxiety, Meditation.” I clicked the link.
While listening, eyes shut, I visualized a light streaming from the sky, a direct link to God. I breathed in and out, a meditation of love and kindness, healing and miracles. I traced my thigh with my fingertips, down to my left knee and held on, breathing healing into existence. Somehow my own touch soothed. I traced my left arm in the same way around to my left breast, the one with a cancerous tumor. I hadn’t intended to examine myself, but I discovered what had been a hardening of tissue post-radiation was now soft to the touch. I held on, inhaling.
In my mind’s eye, I breathed in the light, and on the exhale that same light wrapped me up like a cocoon of love, kindness, healing, and miracles. The energy surrounding my body glowed in transforming colors, reminiscent of the Aurora Borealis. From green to blue, purple to pink to white. I drew my own conclusions. Green for growth, blue for hope, purple for power, pink for feminine strength, white for the purest of love. And for this experience, I am grateful.
💚💙💜💖🤍
A big YES to this! 🤗❤️
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Thank you, Dwight! 🙏🏻 for rest tonight.
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How are you doing Crystal?❤️🤗
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Hi Dwight! I’m feeling better all the time. Two more days of school and hoping to feel like writing soon. I will have my next scan in August, and I’m expecting great news. Thanks for asking. Happy Memorial Day!
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mass and the dds
monday hell do tell~
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Well, Monday was swell. Thank you for asking. Hope now to sleep well.
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This is beautiful, Crystal. God bless you!
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All blessings appreciated, especially God’s. Thank you, Priscilla!
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💖❤️💕🤗
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Love you, Jane! ✨💖✨
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A beautiful post Crystal and one we can all learn from. The aurora is in full throat here right now, but I am an early to bed kinda guy. Hope you are feeling and doing better. 🤗🤗🤗Allan
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Thanks, Alan. I googled aurora for spelling and photo and saw a recent geomagnetic storm was marked 4 of 5 and observed as far south as New Mexico. I’ve never seen one in person, but I felt like I did last night. That was wild.
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What a lovely and healing visualization. Hope it brings strength, peace, comfort, and healing. You didn’t have comments on you last post or the ability to share it. I was totally impressed by it and would like to share it if possible.
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Thank you so much. I’ll change the settings. I didn’t have the energy to respond at the time. Headed there now (before I forget).
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Thanks, Crystal.👍🤓
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You’re welcome! 🫶🏻
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A beautiful experience. I marked it. So glad it helped you. May God help you and protect you!
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Hi Ellen. I’ve had a number of nights where I go to sleep early and then eyes wide open sometime after midnight. I’m looking forward to tonight and a full night of rest. Thank you for speaking God’s help and protection over me!
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Kudos Crystal on your beautiful meditation and healing experience. The music is very soothing.
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Thank you, Brad. Those binaural beats help me. God does, too. I hope this post helps someone else.
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Buon Giorno— we started new prayer which we’ve done for 40 years on Wednesdays from noon to one, but last week, we started on Monday from noon to one and it will continue every day from last Monday until Easter…. as I enter the sanctuary, where so much has taken place for our family… marriage, happiness, sadness, healing, restoration, new beginnings, I always pray for you first— the solitude is so rewarding and I know God hears our every prayer and answers them. Love you so much! I know when you cry out to God, the Psalms say, “I will heal you”
Love you 💓Nanadanamom
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Thank you, Nanadanamom, for all of those prayers! I pray for you, too. No doubt the healing is happening.
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Love you!!
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A beautiful and powerful share. ✨ Best to you Crystal.
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Thank you, Michele. All the tools converged that night into an unbelievable experience.
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You are most welcome. ✨
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❤️❤️❤️
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I feel that right in my heart. Thank you.
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I am glad hugs❤️
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The world needs your visualization and healing process!
Things are such so out of whack right now.
Love how easily you express yourself n we all are able to see your peace n gratefulness in our mind.
God bless you Crystal n know that many people love n admire you for your brave lessons learned by living!
Keep healing; we all love the lessons! M
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I love this note so much and love you, too, Dear Aunt Michelle. Thank you.
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Loved this. ❤️
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I’ve wasted some sleepless nights. This one was worth it. Thank you, Bryan.
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Thank you for sharing this deeply personal and beautiful experience. It has given me joy for you and hope for all.
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Thank you, Jane! Joy and hope for all. I love that.
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Hi Jerry! I love that. 😃
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God works and blesses us in mysterious ways. May you get good sleep as you rest in Him this week.🙏
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The rest of the week included great sleep. Thanks so much for those continued prayers, Linda.
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God often communicates in unexpected yet wonderfully powerful ways, huh, Crystal? Even while speaking to a teacher in Houston at 1:30 in the morning.
You know far better that do most of us that recovery is a process. It’s a series of steps which asks for time and patience. There definitely have been, and will be, many mileposts along the way. Achievements you will rejoice in having gained.
Some shine more brilliantly. Your vibrant, shimmering rainbow cocoon illuminating the darkest hour all by itself is one of them. Years from now, when people ask how you made it through, this is one of the first memories your mind will stir.
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A shining milestone for sure. I’m at the sixth month marker for treatment. Now to manifest more shimmering rainbow cocoons. Thank you for your brilliant kindness, Keith!
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Oh, that’s great! You were working very hard!😮 Oooo.
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Strange how it didn’t seem hard at the time. Just natural—like the good energy had been there all along, and I hadn’t noticed.
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This is a wonderful post, dear Crystal. 🌹🌹🌹God bless you!
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Thank you so much, dear Luisa. ❤️ And God bless you!
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You’re highly welcome 🌹🌹🌹
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This is lovely and just the kind of positive attitude I need to be reading about today. Shine on, my friend.
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This little light of mine—I’m gonna let it shine. ✨
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Great
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Thanks so much.
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Beautiful 😍
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❤️ Thank you!
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Beautiful share.
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Thank you so much! 🤍
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Thank you for sharing!!.. a good deal of dealing with life’s storms is ones inner self and there are times when one needs to briefly stop the world, get off and connect with one’s inner self and reboot… each has to do it their own way, I use meditation… thank you for showing us a way to do that. .. “It is not easy to find happiness within ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere.” (Agnes Repplier )… 🙂
Hope all is well, life is all that you wish for it to be and until we meet again..
May love and laughter light your days,
and warm your heart and home.
May good and faithful friends be yours,
wherever you may roam.
May peace and plenty bless your world
with joy that long endures.
May all life’s passing seasons
bring the best to you and yours!
(Irish Saying)
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That’s a great quote. Thanks for spreading good thoughts, Larry. 🫶🏻
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I’m so glad you found some peace, Crystal. God Bless!
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Thank you, Mark, and God bless you!
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Very touching Crystal!
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Thank you so much, Aoc!
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